I work at the Day Care

So during the past couple summers i worked at this day care called Sunshine. Where i met not only awesome people that helped me through this rough times but also this amazing kids! That gave me not only love but taught me to be patience, to not only care about me. These are the two lil girls that i love with all my heart.
I must sound lil over reacting when i say my heart aches because im not with them. I love these two more than i can explain. Each of tem taught me different things! They are so different but at the same time they are the same! I didnt know it was possible to love them so much since i am not her mom bor her aunt or anything like that. But i was her teacher and at school i was like her mom. I gave her good nap kisses and i play with them more thatn i should have at work.
Anyways these days ive been feeling more like missing them.

My pupa and my boo😍❤️

My Best Friends Wedding (Literally)

So i defently had to post this one long time ago, my best friend got married. It wasnt like any other wedding i have attend (pff like i had gone to tons) anyways this day i think i was more anxious than her. She is and incredible person, but her temper is hell alive, and then she is i dont know how to put into words but when she wants somethins it got to be her way or no way at all, anyways, i was one of her bridesmaids. 

Out of all of her bridemaids i was the only one how called and asked for this outrageous favors, and its ok shes my friend and she was going to get married. But get upset with me for not doing it? or say im a bad friend becuase i put work before her. 

Oh im so glad those days are over, i swear on my life i could killed her, we had our ups and downs through all theseand even after the wedding, that now i just let her live her life. People can not say i wasnt there for her til the last minute before the wedding i went and drop her off to the hotel wehere she was changing, yes 10 min beofre the weddign and she wasnt even ready. 

Maybe it was for the best, but i hate when people are like why you forget about me you dont hang out, and starts complaining after all you do too have a phone and you too can call me if you think im not calling you or anything like that, so the last week she was of couorse with her husband so i didnt even bother to call her her husband left (he live in Costa Rica) and she finished her tesis, so then she calls me 2 days prior her living to CR, complains on how i dont call her! and then finished by saying i believe she should hang out on firday. Of course i say yes! for her to tell me on friday oops my friends from collage plan something for me so i cant hang out with you 

sigh - people  - sigh

Anyways, im glad she had her dream come true and i hope she had the best of her time on her wedding day! i know i did! 

maybe is about living by yolo?

Reading other blogs made me realize that some people have apurpose in life, but here i am in a job that i still dont know how i feel about it (dont get me wrong im so increible greatful for having one) but the problem is that since i dont have things to make me busy i get bored, and is ok becuase not all the time you have to be busy.

Anyways i have decided to do something for my self at least this month, it all starts with small steps. So in my old job i saw this thing call ''Vision board'' at first i was all confused with ''vision board'' but then my old boss explained to me what was it. Even though im not a big believer in this this of think positive it will happen to you, other wise i would be rich by now, i was like imma try it! So im thinking of the things that i want in life, and then is when it hit me. i know why sometimes im so confused of what i want to do with my life.im not going to put it here, becuase im a lil embarrased ( and no is not anything bad) anyways. Dealing with this vision board (that i havent even started) is more difficult to do than say becuase you need all the things that you want and im pretty sure in life everybody wants everything, but you cant put that you need to be especific.

Anyways im trying to do that so to make the ''law of attracion'' to happen and see where my life goes. Becuase sometimes i see people around my age that know what they want to do, know what there dreams are and know what life is about, and here i am sitting waiting to figure out. Im not hating on them in fact im pretty impressed and happy becuase thye have work hard yto earn it, things in life dont come easy and you have to work hard you just need to find what you want.

For example my moms best friend kid ( i know is hard to sometimes ounderstand my writting but bare with me) she buy herself her own apartment as an inversion and she is only 26 and here i am what do i buy my self food thats what. I dont know maybe people make it look that life is easier than others or that they have more opportunities than other but something i know for fure if i dont fight for what i want no one else will